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To love without condition.
To talk without intention.
To give without reason.
To care without expectation.
I’ve always had these thoughts that pop up into my mind, and now that I’m going to write about it, it’s hard to process the thoughts and put it into words. But. at the same time, I highly doubt you’re gonna read this anyway.
What is it about me? When is it gonna be my time, my turn? Would my friends be as supportive of me as I have been to them? Will they have my back, even be my right hand man?
I don’t get it. After everything he’s done and everything I done for you, why do you always choose him? When I try to make plans with you, it always ends up going with him. what upsets me the most is not that you make plans when I want to, but rather that you ignore me and leave me wondering if I finally get time to hang with you. What makes him so special?
All I ask for is some equality, but also some respect and love. What have I done or do that makes you like this? We’ve had our times together that makes me just smile all day and night. First thing that pops into my mind in the morning and night, as corny and cliched as it sounds, is you. I don’t know why.
But the main thing is, all I really want, is just a one on one with you. A talk with you where we hold nothing back. Nothing but being real with each other like I did recently with my best friend… But I don’t think that will happen, any time soon at least. I just want to to tell you this one thing that rarely anyone knows and know what you think.
Even with everything, it just takes a smile, a laugh, even just being with you, then it all takes the uncertainty and thoughts disappear. and I will always be waiting for you.
This may not even makes sense but still, it’s a small portion of what runs through my mind.